How does it feel to be rejected?

It hurts. My pride shattered. Yesterday, she rejected me again. I can’t count anymore how many times she rejected me. I know I’m just fooling myself. But I know deep in my gut she likes me too. Perhaps she’s just scared. Being hurt so many times by her ex girlfriend. Oh well, life goes on and I need to move on. Nakakasawa na.

Why I miss having a girlfriend...

I miss having a girlfriend. Talking long hours on the phone. Never-ending texts. Watching movies and smooching. Hugging. Dining out. Afternoon dates on weekends. Spending weekends in my house in Gen. Trias. Making love. Small trips out of town. Yes, the fights too. Making up.

It's almost two years since I broke up with my ex-girlfriend. Its not that I haven't move on. I have long forgotten her. Thank God I got rid of that one. A very sneaky ungreatful person who can dry ur well without you knowing it. So, here I am single and unattached for almost two years. My future girlfriend and I haven't found each other yet. Where can she be?

Love Sucks Sometimes...

You came when I was bored dating girls. We had good laughs and conversations on the phone. A few games of flirting then wham! I felt something different. I don't know on your part if you felt the same. My friends told me you're just playing considering the relationships you had in the past. I should have seen the red flags my ex from california had told me when I told her you suddenly stop texting and calling me. Then my friend Muning told me that I should learn from what I had experienced with you. But is love about learning? For me its a feeling that should be experienced. It's like playing tong-its you play and play until the money in the pot accumulate and then somebody will win it. Yeah, love sometimes suck for those losers like us in the game of love.